Somehow I was at a convention in Reno Nevada. I was lost and disoriented and I was at a mall and I didn't mean to go there but I was hungry. I went in there to eat and then the next thing I knew everybody was gone. The only person I knew was Raul, in Carson City, Mound House area. I was standing there and I saw Raul and I called to him, “Hey Raul!” He's dressed in a nice little casual suit. He comes up to me and then he says something to me like he's just upset with me. So he just kind of leaves me there. I was eating my food, but I was sitting on the edge of the planter. There was a table next to me and I was talking to the man next to me because I was confused and he just let me have his table. I sat there and then realized that I wanted to get more bacon. I walked with my plate up to the very end of the place. I couldn't go any further. I was confused and I just wanted bacon with my meal and I didn't order the right meal. The place was just basically cleared out. I was just by myself and I didn't know what to do. I only had like $250 and I was wondering how I was going to get home. I said something about, there's a lot of people. I was bumping into them and they didn't believe me. I said something about St Louis and somebody asked me if I was from there and I said yes, but nobody was helping me. I tried to call Raul but I couldn't find his number and I couldn't work my phone right. Then Raul left me a message and he was rude to me, he didn't want anything to do with me. I'm stuck out here in Reno and I think I have to call my daughter, Jodie. But Jodie was upset with me because somehow I ended up out there in Reno instead of following the directions that she told me. I was just stuck in this place with very little money and I didn't know what I was going to do. I was going to have to ask people for help and I knew that. but that scared me and I was scared in the dream and I was scared being out there. I was like not in my right mind and I was worried and I was really tired and confused. It might be because I went on this Float Trip yesterday and my body is really hurting today. I slept okay and I was up through four times but I was able to go back to sleep. Maybe it's because I thought I could do something that I couldn't do. and now my body is just on fire and I'm in extreme pain. It's not extreme, it's in a lot of pain. It's not fibro pain but it's the muscles and the fascia that have been stretched sitting on the edge of a raft for 5 hours. I hit my feet on some rocks and I have bruises on my feet. It was a fast section of the river. My wrist is hurt too and it's bruised.
This dream seems to be reflecting feelings of disorientation, confusion, and anxiety that you may be experiencing in your waking life. The setting of being in Reno Nevada at a convention could symbolize a sense of being out of your comfort zone or feeling lost in unfamiliar territory. It may also represent a situation where you feel overwhelmed and unsure of how to navigate your current circumstances.
The presence of Raul in the dream could symbolize a figure of authority or guidance in your life, and his reaction to you being upset may suggest feelings of abandonment or disappointment in a relationship or connection that you rely on for support.
The theme of being alone and struggling to find your way, coupled with physical pain from the Float Trip in your waking life, could indicate a sense of vulnerability and difficulty coping with challenges or obstacles. The symbolism of wanting more bacon with your meal but feeling confused and unable to navigate the situation might suggest a desire for comfort or fulfillment that is not easily attainable.
Overall, this dream may be reflecting your current state of feeling overwhelmed, physically and emotionally strained, and in need of support or assistance. It may be a reminder to reach out for help when needed and to take care of yourself during times of stress or difficulty. Additionally, the dream could be urging you to address any feelings of disappointment or insecurity in your relationships and seek resolution or understanding.